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                  I’ve realized I can 
                    no longer keep telling myself “My diet starts tomorrow.” 
                    I can no longer wait for health and life to fall into my lap. 
                    I decided June 8, 2003, to take action! 
                  I became a vegetarian 2 years ago in hopes 
                    of losing weight and gaining health. I still smoked cigarettes, 
                    and becoming vegetarian to me simply meant cutting out animal 
                    flesh and a few obvious ingredients, like gelatin. I went 
                    from a weight of 220 to (at one sad point) 250 pounds after 
                    becoming vegetarian! I couldn’t believe it as I saw 
                    the pounds coming on. I thought that by removing meat from 
                    my diet I’d be forced to eat healthier. The truth was 
                    I found just as many ways to eat junk and avoid fruits and 
                    veggies. I don’t know why I called myself a vegetarian, 
                    when ‘carbotarion’ was a more appropriate fit. 
                    My diet up through June 7 2003 was cheese pizza, pasta, bagels, 
                    mock corn dogs, french fries, and Ben and Jerry’s. It’s 
                    disgusting. In fact I was disgusted even while consuming this 
                    stuff, but I have a nasty addiction and I felt hopeless.  
                  I decided to make step 1 change for my health 
                    one month ago. I quit smoking. I am only 22 and have smoked 
                    for 3 years. I became aware that no matter how hard it would 
                    be to quit, now is the time. 
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                So I started doing 
                    searches for information on the Raw Food Diet. I found a so 
                    many pages of info. I saw before and after pics. I read testimonials. 
                    I found this is so different from a diet or weight loss program. 
                    I recognized that living raw heals! I read how it has removed 
                    depression, how life is recharged, how spiritual planes of 
                    thought are now unlocked. I learned about different styles 
                    of eating raw food – like fruitarianism and essene and 
                    natural hygiene. I purchased a few books and read everything 
                    I possibly could about the lifestyle. I read information opposing 
                    the diet – such as listed at beyondveg.com. After taking 
                    everything in I knew that this is it. These are the healthful 
                    foods I need to eat. This is the lifestyle change I need to 
                    make.  
                     
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